I woke up this morning bitchy and indignant at the weather
I am such a little kid
when will I grow up?
Maybe never
I am codependent, condescending
trying to be clever
at least I have my self-esteem
Oh wait, that's fucked up forever

Oh yeah it's gone
so pass me that there gun
just put me in a coffin
and send me out to sea
I don't want to be
if being's misery
so long I am so ready
so pass me that machete

I stayed in my room all summer
I have a crush on a skinny drummer
in the autumn got a part-time job as a plumber
I said, I quit, I'm sick of this shit
If you knock me down I don't soon recover
No, I just lay there like a bummer
Everything I know I learned it from my brothers
My favorite character is homestead runner

and this city, this city
knows what it does to me
this city, this city
knows what it does
this city, this city,
is sinking into me
this city, this city
is sinking

I went to Oregon 'cause I felt nothing
now I feel nothing in Oregon
I laid in a rose garden with a stranger
looked into his beautiful eyes I felt nothing
I went to the ledge of a cliff to feel danger
I leaned in closer and I felt nothing, nothing, nothing

Nothing, nothing, nothing

I woke up this morning bitchy and indignant at the weather
I am such a little kid
when will I grow up?
Maybe never